Posted by funkyacademic on March 14, 2008
I haven’t posted in so long, and the only explanation I can come up with is that I’ve been thoroughly depressed, not in the time-to-get-the-meds-checked sense, but over the political scene, the house situation, my college, my students. But Spring Break is here, and I think I can start to exorcise some of these demons:
At the risk of alienating my small readership, many of whom are Clinton supporters, I think that the self-serving, conniving actions of the Clintons are despicable, and if Hillary receives the nomination despite Obama’s being the leader in terms of the popular vote and the pledged delegates, race relations in this country will be dealt a blow that will take many years to overcome. And certainly, John McCain will be our next president. I have been feeling the same kind of despondency I felt in 2000, only this time is worse because it is the Democrats doing it to themselves.
We have not yet had an offer on our condo. This isn’t surprising, given the housing situation, but that doesn’t make it any less difficult. I have a significant other whose worldview is “It’s just money,” but that doesn’t work for me as I watch the dwindling balance in my checking account. The new house is looking fine, but every time we turn around there’s something else that needs fixing. We are now talking about maybe not moving until classes are over since it looks like it will be at least another month before the contractor is done. This state of limbo is not good for me.
On campus, the deans multiply like bunnies. We’ve got assistant deans who have assistants who have assistants. And. nothing. gets. done. We have a new dean of students who is a disaster. The students are afraid of her, the staff are afraid of her, the faculty think she’s a joke, but no one will do anything about it. I was just elected to the college senate, which I’m sure will prove to be a source of infinite frustration. What was I thinking?
I’ve got one class that I can’t understand. Half of them just blew off their first paper. Handed nothing in. Nada. I’ve never had that happen before. I’ve had students not hand in a paper and then never return to class. Or come and talk to me about an extension. But these students simply did not hand in a major paper and said nothing about it to me. It is now Spring Break. I am no longer accepting that paper. What are they thinking?
And The Wire has ended. Sheee-it.
Michelle said
You’re not going to alienate me by talking politics. I try to keep mine to myself, but it’s mostly because I personally do not enjoy talking over the pros and cons and potential results, etc. This year w/the dems is tough.
I do not envy your election to college senate.
I hope the house situation improves soon.
funkyacademic said
Thanks, Michelle. I’m just in a funk, so to speak. I should probably try to write my way out of it, but my tendency is always to go silent instead.
Yeah, the college senate will be a disaster. But I’ve been rather vocal this year about everything that is wrong with it, and I’m one of those people who feels that if you are going to bitch and moan endlessly about something you should at least try to fix it.
Michelle said
I write and then delete half the crap I write. I never can figure out whether it works or not, but I just can’t ever keep it in (which you’ve prob figured out by now.
) I think the house thing alone would be enough to cause a funk.
We’ve had some nasty crap go down in the last fifteen months or so that has led to people resigning from faculty senate and lots of campus wide emails laced with ad hominem attacks. They sent out requests for nominations recently, and I think everyone had that arm over the ducking face feeling of “NOOOOOO.”
Hopefully, you’ll make a difference and make some improvements to all the problems you’ve been vocal about! Regardless of how controlled I am in the classroom (so totally against my natural character but I somehow magically do it), I am very undiplomatic when it comes to relations with others on campus. I’d probably alienate people before I got half of my comments out of my mouth.
Clancy said
No political offense taken here either. I’m leaning more toward Obama anyway. The house thing is definitely the most stressful-seeming of your problems to me. I hope that can get resolved as soon as possible.
joanna said
Glad that you’ve resurfaced. Wish you were going to the C’s, but I can well understand the moving/selling/fixing thing and how it can linger. . . . . . .
desertdemocrat said
I’m seriously bummed that The Wire has ended, but they did it with class, didn’t they? I couldn’t imagine how they were going to pull together all the threads, but they did. I miss the show.
Your condo will sell, eventually, but I’m sure the waiting and watching big money flow out of and little money flow into the bank acct is awful. Your SO’s attitude is the same as T’s–and it drives me nuts!
As for politics, we’ll have to agree to disagree for now.
funkyacademic said
Re: The Wire: I can’t get that final image of Dukie shooting up at the stables out of my head. It’s so frigging sad. I know that is the brilliance of the show–its realism–but you just want so much for him to make it out of there. It was even more devastating than Omar dying
desertdemocrat said
Omar’s murder shocked me, and I figured anything could happen after that. The Dukie scene got to me too. I wanted he and Michael to get out, but the show always went for the reality. It was a brilliant show–perhaps the best series to date.